Lyrics:
Flowers spill and bloom in showers
Water cleans what bothers me
Mind pollution, sole solution
Bleed to escape, so I can be free
Scalding water, falling daughter
Couldn’t make it, so damn faded
Pretty in red, rose around my head
Rinses away, dispensed with pain
All these little dolls of perfect porcelain
Never see the blood that lay under their skin
They never get beat, never get raped
Never held underwater to clear away their sin
But I remember the sting of the rope
The burning pain, shame, loss of hope
Ever since, I’ve never been whole
Shaking and shivering, no way to cope
Flowers spill and bloom in showers
Water cleans what bothers me
Mind pollution, sole solution
Bleed to escape, so I can be free
Scalding water, falling daughter
Couldn’t make it, so damn faded
Pretty in red, rose around my head
Rinses away, dispensed with my pain
Scars are the easiest part to hide
You’d be surprised how much concealer I buy
And I won’t talk to you, so don’t talk to me
Horrors held trapped behind a smoky eye
Traded white lace for leather in black
Fishnets, leather boots, added to the stack
I don’t hide my damage, I wear it on my sleeve
But I can’t look forward and it hurts to look back
How is that I’m trapped, and you’re free? You did this to me, you fucking did this to me! So why are you okay? Why am I so fucked up? Why am I this way? Why do I need to bleed to feel clean? Why do I want to end it all? And you sit there with your perfect little family. You pretend it didn’t happen? I’ll never recover! I’ll never make it out of this alive
Flowers spill and bloom in showers
Water cleans what bothers me
Mind pollution, sole solution
Bleed to escape, so I can be free
Scalding water, falling daughter
Couldn’t make it, so damn faded
Pretty in red, rose around my head
Rinses away, dispensed with my pain
Nothing touches the damage done
But still I dream of a day when I can smile
My family misses me, and I miss them
But I can’t tell them what I’ve done or where I’ve been
#kraisis #metal #numetal #fallingdaughter #2000s #trauma #daughter #cutting #song #damaged #damage
