I feel you flickering… on and off again…
Why you always running when the lights get dim…
You pull me close under neon glow, skin like static, eyes like code
Whisper forever then delete the note, leave me buffering in the afterglow
I trace your silhouette on empty sheets, voltage in the air but you retreat
Every time I say I need you here, you turn into a ghost, disappear I built a bridge with my bare hands, you burned it down just to feel safe
Said you love me in the silence, then punished me for the words I say
I’m drowning in your almosts, baby
Caught in the current, can’t break free
You want me near but not too close
Love me loud then mute the beat..
This love is electric, but you’re always grounding me
Sparks in the distance, you’re the storm I can’t outrun or see
I keep reaching through the firewall, heart open, wires raw
Why you love me from the shadows, baby?
Why you leave me when I call? Distant voltage… running through my veins
I’d die just to feel you steady, but you only know how to fade…
Distant voltage… [Verse 2 – slightly faster flow, more pain]
You say “I’m broken, don’t get too close,” like that’s a shield instead of a blade
I kiss the edges of your armor, taste the fear you masquerade
Every step forward, two steps back, dancing in this glitchy haze
I’m addicted to the pattern now—your silence sets my soul ablaze I see the child in your brown eyes, scared the world will walk away
So you leave before I can hurt you, even though I swore I’d stay..
I’m drowning in your almosts, baby
Holding lightning in my hands
You want forever but not right now
I’m tired of loving a ghost that won’t stand
This love is electric, but you’re always grounding me
Sparks in the distance, you’re the storm I can’t outrun or see
I keep reaching through the firewall, heart bleeding on the floor
Why you love me from the shadows, baby?
Why you leave me wanting more? Distant voltage… tearing me apart
I still wait in the blackout, holding pieces of your heart…
If I gave you all my tomorrow, would you finally let me in?
Or just build another fortress, lock the door, and call it “healing”?
I’m not the one who hurt you… but I’m paying for their sins
Tell me how long must I chase this current before the power gives in…
this love is electric… but you’re always grounding me
I’d cross every wire, burn alive just to set you free
But you run from the connection like it’s poison in your veins
Still I’m here in the static… still calling out your name… Distant voltage…
I love you even when you fade…
Distant voltage…
Come back before the light escapes…
On and off again…
Flickering…
Why you always running…
I’m still here…
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