[Verse 1]
City lights bleed on an empty dashboard
Driving circles, chasing ghosts I can’t afford
I quit the poison, built myself from broken glass
But the silence screams louder than the past I told her I’d always be there, now I’m breaking that vow
Fear of abandonment tore me down
Every boundary feels like a knife in her back
But staying would’ve killed the both of us black [Chorus]
This is the pain of loving in the neon glow
Dancing with shadows, never knowing where we go
I’m building my Great Work in the dark alone
Heart on fire, turning sorrow into stone
Yeah I’m lost… I’m lost… but I’m still here
Screaming at the sky through the static and the fear [Verse 2]
She left me with distance and a quiet little x
Now I’m reading between lines, driving myself wrecked
I hate my life, I hate the man in the mirror
Tried so hard to change but the pain just gets clearer Sobriety’s a bitch when the feelings come alive
Used to numb the void, now I’m barely surviving
Every song I write is a letter I’ll never send
Wondering if I’ll ever feel whole again [Chorus]
This is the pain of loving in the neon glow
Dancing with shadows, never knowing where we go
I’m building my Great Work in the dark alone
Heart on fire, turning sorrow into stone
Yeah I’m lost… I’m lost… but I’m still here
Bleeding out the words through the static and the fear [Bridge]
I wish things were different…
I wish we could’ve built that future…
Family, wins and losses, growing old…
But I broke us trying not to get broke…
And I don’t know if I’m worthy…
But I’m still fucking trying… [Final Chorus – bigger and more emotional]
This is the war of loving when you’re coming undone
Fighting my demons with the rise of a new sun
I’ll build my Great Work from the wreckage I’ve become
Turn this endless night into something I can run
Yeah I’m lost… but I won’t disappear
I’ll love you in the silence…
And learn to love me… here…. now

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