[Verse 1]
Neon kanji flicker on wet concrete skin
I chase my shadow through the chrome within
Hologram lovers dissolve when I reach
Their pixels laugh as I delete the breach

Circuit veins are pulsing with regret
Every upgrade just made the fracture spread
I coded walls in languages of pain
Now I’m the virus running in my own mainframe

[Pre-Chorus]
I pulled the trigger on my own defense
Rewrote the love protocols to “no access”

[Chorus]
In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me
I did it myself, with perfect clarity
Built a throne of broken code and called it destiny
Said “you don’t deserve the light” — now I believe the lie I speak

I’m the ghost in the machine I designed
Self-sabotage in 4K, high-res, high-definition
Not worthy of your touch, not worthy of the divine
So I delete the heart before it ever flatlines

[Verse 2]
Midnight alleys where the streetlights cry
I push away the hands that try to pull me high
Whispers in the static say “you’ll only drag them down”
So I burn the bridges while I’m still wearing the crown

[Pre-Chorus]
I forged the chains in midnight elegance
Then danced alone inside my self-made cage

[Chorus]
In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me
I did it myself, with surgical precision
Carved “unlovable” in binary across my chest
Now the wound glows beautiful in ultraviolet distress

[Bridge]
I was the architect, the saboteur, the blade
The judge, the jury, and the promise never made
In the silence between the sirens and the rain
I hear the quiet truth I buried in my name…

I did it myself

[Final Chorus]
In a sense, I’m the one who ruined me
But maybe ruin is the only map I read
If I can love the wreckage that I’ve come to be
Perhaps the code can change… perhaps I can be freed

I’m the one who ruined me
I did it myself…

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