Lyrics:
These marks on my throat won’t go away
And sometimes I wish your hands caused more than pain
First my pupils constrict, then open up wide
Everything spinning while I lose first my breath then my sight

The control you have over me is Suffocating
So f*cking
Suffocating
The noose around my throat is Suffocating
So f*cking
Suffocating

There’s something broken in me, it’s so frustrating
Lured by the abuse, why’s it so exhilarating?
After you I only feel right after I’ve been wound up tight
It’s only when I’m sobbing and spitting up blood that I feel alive

The control you have over me is Suffocating
So f*cking
Suffocating
The noose around my throat is Suffocating
So f*cking
Suffocating

Beat me, bleed me, make me feel pretty. Smack me, slash me, hang me in your pity. Wrap me in your lies, feed me to the flies, strangle me with our ties, until one of us dies.
Entertain me!
F*cking drain me!
Why do I need this drug?
Why can’t I stand back up?
Why do I make these same mistakes?
These errors I can’t erase?

I can’t breathe anymore and I f*cking love it
I can’t find peace anymore and I f*cking love it
These chemical addictions got me drowning on land
A damaged, broken soul that exemplifies who I am

The control you have over me is Suffocating
So f*cking
Suffocating
The noose around my throat is Suffocating
So f*cking
Suffocating

Entertain me, baby
F*cking drain me, baby
I’m broken and I love it
So broken and I love it

#kraisis #riotgrrrl #numetal #suffocating